RANDOOOOM.

Hmm.

I missed blogging. Been busy with FaceBook... and HELL! It's been temporarily unavailable due to site maintenance. Why my account?! I hate it.

Anyway, yesterday, I went to school to do some make-up thingy. I was out in class for almost a week due to death of a family member :( (We love you tito's Pancho and Alan.ü) I needed to submit some requirements so my grades won't be so low low low low low. MAN!! I spent a lot of money. Fare. CD Burn and Food. Haha :) Good thing my cousin went with me -- even though she had a heart problem that time (you should know what I'm talking about) -- or else everybody's crying in my wake. Haha. TAE. I almost died yesterday. T'was my first time making all the make-up thingy. It was very nice of my teacher giving me the chance to cope with the things I missed *I was one of her chit-chat-here-there-and-everywhere student*

I miss my Mama, Tito Pancho and Tito Alan. We had a pray-over for Tito Pancho's 40days.

And I remember. One gent friend wrote a story about "The Girl who spoke the worst Ilocano I've ever heard" -- yeah. The girl was me. My heart was really pounding like heaven (stop saying "hell", Shasta)!!! To cut his written material short --- this was the most kilig thing I've ever read for my whole liiiiife!

"From her, I've heard the worst Ilocano. But, because of her, I've heard the best sound of my HEART BEAT."

F!!! What was that?! Hahaha. He's insane. But some people say that he already has a girlfriend. Naaa, he wouldn't write anything like that for his girl, I know. Haha :)

I miss Artists' Circle. I haven't been rehearsing with them for almost a decade. Haha. But we did some bonding again the other day - night :) I really miss their company. For some reasons, I will be quitting the group - for a while. And I won't be able to join them in WOW! Philippines in Intramuros this coming November. Gung Ho guys!!!


Okay. That, for now.ü

Why.

Everybody's asking what's going on with our family?

Just so you know.

There are, I mean, there were 5 of them. Mama, Tito Pancho, Tito Alan, Tita Ela and Tito Roldan. They are siblings, they were sibs. Mama passed away last year of January. I really didn't know how to cope with her passing away. But as a true-hearted Christian, I accepted it whole heartedly. She had done and experienced many things and so it's my turn - to live life independently with some great help from Mama's sibs and friends.

Just weeks ago, my grandmother spent 3weeks in the hospital. She has undergone 2 operations - first, one finger toe was removed, then the next day, they needed to remove her right leg. It really saddened me because I know she didn't like it. Before the operation, she told us that she would never EVER undergo the operation - she wanted to give herself back to the Lord whole - BUO.

I was getting ready to go back to school to attend our rehearsals when Tita Marlene (Mama's 1st cousin) arrived and told me Tito Pancho passed away due to cardiac arrest. I didn't show much reaction but inside, my heart was breaking. I never expected him to pass away just a year after Mama. He was very close to me. When he would come here from Lasam, and me coming from Manila (back then), he would always take me with him in his favorite place - sa sugalan. I just sat beside him and chew a bubble gum he would give me then he wins. I was sort of his lucky charm. WOO :)

During his wake in our family house, another news broke my heart. TOTALLY. Tito Alan passed away just days after Tito Pancho. I didn't know how to react.
NOTE1. Tito Alan is the not-so-close brother of Mama who volunteered to shoulder my college when Mama passed away. And that, I didn't expect. He was really a good guy that I made a song for him.
NOTE2. I used the guitar. O, what a trying-hard? LOL.

These trials are just tearing me down in pieces but I do have a loving family to put me back in one piece.

I heart MONEY :D

Pooh (The KAMA-Ooo) is the very famous impersonator of THE KAMAO -- Manny "Pacman" Pacqiauo!!!

I watched a video of him in Wowowee and was really funny. I was almost brought to the hospital losing breath 'cause I was really super mega laughing to death.

PUNCHLINE ng KAMA-Ooo.
....


Willie: Ok. Ano? Kelangan ba talagang pumusta ako dun, pupusta ko lahat ng kabuhayan ko para d'yan.

Pooh: A lahat na ipusta niyo na pati nanay at tatay niyo.

Haha.

Next...

Willie: ...Ikaw ba talaga si Manny Pacqiuao?

Pooh: Aaah.. Katunayan niyan 'di naman talaga ako si Manny Pacqiuao e (sad background sound plays)

Willie: Sino ka?

Pooh: (DRAMA) Ginagawa ko lang 'to kasi trabaho ko.

Willie: So, ano ibig mong sabihin samin?... Nagpapasaya ka ng mga tao... Bakit mo ginagawa 'to?

Pooh: Para makatapos yung --- boyfriend ko.

WAHAHAHAHA!!! :D

One more...

Willie: Anong gusto mong sabihin sa lalakeng minahal mo? Kausapin mo siya sa camera.
(Pooh goes near the camera -- SUPER CLOSE UP)

Pooh: (at the camera) Alam mo --- namimiss na kita. Naalala ko yung ginagawa mo. Pinagmamalaki ko siya kasi -- sobrang sweet sakin. Katunayan nga sa sobrang sweet, bago kami matulog lalagyan niya ako ng plastic bag sa ulo tapos pag di na ako makahinga, tatanggalin niya sasabihin niya sakin I LOVE YOUUU. Siya yung lalaking nagturo sakin na mag tipid sa buhay. Katunayan nga pag kakain kami, ang ulam niya, PORKCHOP --- sakin KETCHUP.


Woo.... Ang saya nito.. Meron pa.


Pooh: Proud ako sakanya kasi never siyang humingi ng pera sakin --- kusa na lang kumukuha sa wallet ko. Pero ayun,nagkahiwalay na kami kasi etong mga kasama ko, sinisiraan siya. Malikot daw ang kamay. Kasi siya lang naman ang nakakapunta sa bahay e tapos nawala yung ref ko. Syempre di ko naman siya pinagbintangan na magnanakaw kasi mahal na mahal ko siya. Inisip ko na lang, na-misplace ko lang (yung ref)

Hahahahahahahahahahaha :D

Eto. Last na talaga.

Willie: Last message mo para sakanya.

Pooh: Kung nasaan ka man ---- diyan ka na lang. Bahala ka.


Hahahahahaha. He's so cool. Love iiit :D

Band aid nga o!

This is sup-per ouch.

JAKE Sinubukan kitang mahalin.

SARAH Di mo naman ako kailangan mahalin. Madaming nagmamahal sakin. Pero ikaw lang yung nag iisa kong minamahal.

JAKE Sorry. Masakit din sakin. Napalapit ka na sakin, kaya mahirap.

SARAH Alam mo, gustong gusto kitang mahalin --- habang buhay. Kahit gaano kahirap. Kahit gaano kasakit. Pero di pala kaya. Nag-iisang pinagdarasal ko na nga, sana mahalin mo ako.

JAKE Sarah, honestly, minahal kita.

SARAH Well, honestly, di ko naramdaman yun. Jake, tama na. Tama na yung mga sinabi mo. Tama na yung mga narinig ko. Naintindihan ko na. Isa na lang ipagdarasal ko --- sana paggising ko bukas, di na ikaw yung mahal ko.


* I really love you but you treat me like sh*t.


---bitterness. Haha :D
Okay, this is NOT my story. It's someone else's.
I'm just so bored with my lovelife. I'm happy to be single, though.

Haha.

F!

Today, I wore our Artists' Circle shirt.

..and guess what?! It was like a jinx. Haha. Wala na ako maisip...

Okay. So here's my story.

I was eating Carabao Chicharon (well, actually I just wanted to taste it.) with my friends in the Probe Room then nature called me --- I went to pee.

Psssssh.

...eto na.

Girl: Uy, shasta. Nakita mo na 'to? (handing me her phone with J*sh and her "girlfriend"s image) May girlfriend na si J*sh.

Shasta: Ah. (teary eyes. WEH?!)

Girl: Di pa alam sa church kahit sila tita, just don't tell them muna.

Shasta: (sa utak, so bakit kailangang mag konyo ka? Haha) *ouch*

Then I went back to the room with my heart pounding. As in HEAVY!!! It's as if dogs chased me and I needed to ran sooooo fast. Ang sakit.

*ouch*

Tagalog survey - LOVE.

I use to do surveys with my multiply account before. Here I go again...

PART 1
1.Masarap ba magmahal?
- Sa totoo lang, mas mahirap mag diet kesa mag mahal. Haha.ü

2.Mahirap ba mainlove sa taong may iba na?
- No. Kaya nga nauso ang mga salitang landi, sulot at agaw. Haha :D

3.Mahirap ba pag may taong sobrang mahal ka pero ndi mo nman mahal?
- Ya. Pag nag reject ka, feeling mo ikaw na yung pinaka masamang tao sa mundo. (for me,ha?)

4. Mahirap ba pag mahal mo, mahal ka, pero ndi kau?
- Hindi naman.

5.Mahirap ba pag pinagpanggap kang gf/bf ng mahal mo para pagselosin mahal nya?
- Bastusan yun. Unless,gusto mo mag mukhang g*go.

PART 2
1. Can lovers be friends after they break up?
- Naman! Ang oa ng pride ha?

2.Ano sasabihin mo sa isang tao kung ayaw niyang maniwalang mahal mo siya?
- Edi wag.

3 .Ano mas masakit? iniwan ka, o niloko ka?
- Niloko ka. Explain ko pa? Naaaa.

4. Was there a time na talagang pinag-aralan mong mahalin ang isang tao?
- Hahaha. No.

PART 3
1.Ano masasabi mo sa taong sobrang seloso/selosa?
- Can't blame you.

2 . Ano masasabi mo sa taong nagpipigil sa love?
- Matatae ka!!!

3 .Ano masasabi mo sa mga playboy/playgirl?
- Alam mo sana na may impyerno, friend :D

4.Ano masasabi mo sa mga salawahan?
- Parang sa 3! :D

5. Ano msasabi mo sa mga mangaagaw?
- Tapunan.

6 . Ano masasabi mo sa mga nanloko sayo?
- Loko ka a. Haha

PART 4
1. 2 TIMER ka ba ?
- No. Supppper loyal ako.

2. Ano ang karamihang FIRST IMPRESSION sayo?
- Mataray.

3. Mabilis ka ba magka-CRUSH sa isang tao?
- Mabilis ako magka CRUSH sa madaming tao. Haha.

4. SELOSO/SELOSA KA BA?
- Nope.

5. Madali ka bang MAKALIMOT ?
- Ya.

6 . anu mas Importante. FRIENDS OR FAMILY?
- Family.

7. Naniniwala ka ba SA LOVE?
- Naman.

8. Ma-PRIDE ka ba?
- Yan, ang di uso sakin.

9. Are you a TXT-ADDICT?!
- Every minute nagsesend ako ng group message...

10. Sinong mahal mo besides ur family?
- Si God.

12. Choose:
a) Steady bf/gf
b) M.u.
c) Fling
- Duh?! A.

13. What do you do when you're sad?
- I cry. Sa banyo. With all the shower para effect!!!

14. What do you do when you're mad?
- Suntukin yung pader. Anger buster!! Boom.

:D

Hell week.

It's our midterms and I'm grounded. F!!!

THE MIDTERMS. O well, nothing new. I'll start reviewing 2hours before the exam. Makakalimutan ko lang din kasi. HENYO! Haha :D

GROUNDED. I really don't want to talk about it but I will. Ok. I asked 1k from my uncle to buy Philo book, but I just splurged it for food. food. food.ü O, fooood. Ayun. And now, I should be home at 5pm for a week. Grr :[ earlier, I just wanted to buy food, but they just won't let me out of the house. TAE!

...and I really don't plan to study. ECON pa. E ano naman,ha?