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hello. hmm. 2 or 3 weeks from now, i will turn 17. haaaay. i remember mama giving me the best bday parties every year :) aaw :( i really miss her. anyway, last night, i texted my friends using my dormmates number (lakas eh 'no?) and i sent a group msg that i was really bored during the weekend. and she suddenly called me! and i was really excited because, it was my first time to hear her voice again after a long time. then she asked me...

"o, bakit ka bored? di ka umuwi sa bulacan?"

then i told her...

"di muna ako pinaluwas dun kasi mag aaral ako for the finals. kayo, kelan finals niyo?"

reply naman siya...

"next week pa...aah. akala ko kasi, ayaw ka na nila dun.haha"

then i told her...

"hoy!!! ang kapal ng mukha mo! super bait nga nila sakin dun eh!!!tska part time yaya ako sa pamangkin ko!!!"

then i cancelled the call. sobra!!!!!nabanas ako. then i cried. kasi i was felling na im too much to bare. ooo. gets niyo yun?! hahaha :)

tapos my cousin called me. wala lang. we just missed each other. tapos nabanggit niya na my tito (in 4 years now, he will be my daddy :) ) is in the ICU :((

and when we finished our conversation, i really cried! nadagdagan pa luha ko ng 3.5 liters [ :) ]

kasi, parang sobrang pabigat na ako sakanila...

di naman sa pag ddrama, if mama was still here, i wouldnt be such pabigat to them.

right now, i try to be not makulit as much as i can.

pls. pray for tito (in 4 yrs. now, he will be my daddy : ) )

btw, what a month for me!!! i will be 17 on march 24...i remember mama giving me the best bday parties every year. but, i will surely have a happy bday because she is still with me :) diba diba diba? and i will celebrate my bday in bulacan. i will treat them. because they're really nice to me. im like one of them :) yooo!!!

NOTE

after you read this...forget about my senti mode!!! haha!!! parang awa niyo na!!!

END :)