RANDOOOOM.

Hmm.

I missed blogging. Been busy with FaceBook... and HELL! It's been temporarily unavailable due to site maintenance. Why my account?! I hate it.

Anyway, yesterday, I went to school to do some make-up thingy. I was out in class for almost a week due to death of a family member :( (We love you tito's Pancho and Alan.ü) I needed to submit some requirements so my grades won't be so low low low low low. MAN!! I spent a lot of money. Fare. CD Burn and Food. Haha :) Good thing my cousin went with me -- even though she had a heart problem that time (you should know what I'm talking about) -- or else everybody's crying in my wake. Haha. TAE. I almost died yesterday. T'was my first time making all the make-up thingy. It was very nice of my teacher giving me the chance to cope with the things I missed *I was one of her chit-chat-here-there-and-everywhere student*

I miss my Mama, Tito Pancho and Tito Alan. We had a pray-over for Tito Pancho's 40days.

And I remember. One gent friend wrote a story about "The Girl who spoke the worst Ilocano I've ever heard" -- yeah. The girl was me. My heart was really pounding like heaven (stop saying "hell", Shasta)!!! To cut his written material short --- this was the most kilig thing I've ever read for my whole liiiiife!

"From her, I've heard the worst Ilocano. But, because of her, I've heard the best sound of my HEART BEAT."

F!!! What was that?! Hahaha. He's insane. But some people say that he already has a girlfriend. Naaa, he wouldn't write anything like that for his girl, I know. Haha :)

I miss Artists' Circle. I haven't been rehearsing with them for almost a decade. Haha. But we did some bonding again the other day - night :) I really miss their company. For some reasons, I will be quitting the group - for a while. And I won't be able to join them in WOW! Philippines in Intramuros this coming November. Gung Ho guys!!!


Okay. That, for now.ü

Why.

Everybody's asking what's going on with our family?

Just so you know.

There are, I mean, there were 5 of them. Mama, Tito Pancho, Tito Alan, Tita Ela and Tito Roldan. They are siblings, they were sibs. Mama passed away last year of January. I really didn't know how to cope with her passing away. But as a true-hearted Christian, I accepted it whole heartedly. She had done and experienced many things and so it's my turn - to live life independently with some great help from Mama's sibs and friends.

Just weeks ago, my grandmother spent 3weeks in the hospital. She has undergone 2 operations - first, one finger toe was removed, then the next day, they needed to remove her right leg. It really saddened me because I know she didn't like it. Before the operation, she told us that she would never EVER undergo the operation - she wanted to give herself back to the Lord whole - BUO.

I was getting ready to go back to school to attend our rehearsals when Tita Marlene (Mama's 1st cousin) arrived and told me Tito Pancho passed away due to cardiac arrest. I didn't show much reaction but inside, my heart was breaking. I never expected him to pass away just a year after Mama. He was very close to me. When he would come here from Lasam, and me coming from Manila (back then), he would always take me with him in his favorite place - sa sugalan. I just sat beside him and chew a bubble gum he would give me then he wins. I was sort of his lucky charm. WOO :)

During his wake in our family house, another news broke my heart. TOTALLY. Tito Alan passed away just days after Tito Pancho. I didn't know how to react.
NOTE1. Tito Alan is the not-so-close brother of Mama who volunteered to shoulder my college when Mama passed away. And that, I didn't expect. He was really a good guy that I made a song for him.
NOTE2. I used the guitar. O, what a trying-hard? LOL.

These trials are just tearing me down in pieces but I do have a loving family to put me back in one piece.

I heart MONEY :D

Pooh (The KAMA-Ooo) is the very famous impersonator of THE KAMAO -- Manny "Pacman" Pacqiauo!!!

I watched a video of him in Wowowee and was really funny. I was almost brought to the hospital losing breath 'cause I was really super mega laughing to death.

PUNCHLINE ng KAMA-Ooo.
....


Willie: Ok. Ano? Kelangan ba talagang pumusta ako dun, pupusta ko lahat ng kabuhayan ko para d'yan.

Pooh: A lahat na ipusta niyo na pati nanay at tatay niyo.

Haha.

Next...

Willie: ...Ikaw ba talaga si Manny Pacqiuao?

Pooh: Aaah.. Katunayan niyan 'di naman talaga ako si Manny Pacqiuao e (sad background sound plays)

Willie: Sino ka?

Pooh: (DRAMA) Ginagawa ko lang 'to kasi trabaho ko.

Willie: So, ano ibig mong sabihin samin?... Nagpapasaya ka ng mga tao... Bakit mo ginagawa 'to?

Pooh: Para makatapos yung --- boyfriend ko.

WAHAHAHAHA!!! :D

One more...

Willie: Anong gusto mong sabihin sa lalakeng minahal mo? Kausapin mo siya sa camera.
(Pooh goes near the camera -- SUPER CLOSE UP)

Pooh: (at the camera) Alam mo --- namimiss na kita. Naalala ko yung ginagawa mo. Pinagmamalaki ko siya kasi -- sobrang sweet sakin. Katunayan nga sa sobrang sweet, bago kami matulog lalagyan niya ako ng plastic bag sa ulo tapos pag di na ako makahinga, tatanggalin niya sasabihin niya sakin I LOVE YOUUU. Siya yung lalaking nagturo sakin na mag tipid sa buhay. Katunayan nga pag kakain kami, ang ulam niya, PORKCHOP --- sakin KETCHUP.


Woo.... Ang saya nito.. Meron pa.


Pooh: Proud ako sakanya kasi never siyang humingi ng pera sakin --- kusa na lang kumukuha sa wallet ko. Pero ayun,nagkahiwalay na kami kasi etong mga kasama ko, sinisiraan siya. Malikot daw ang kamay. Kasi siya lang naman ang nakakapunta sa bahay e tapos nawala yung ref ko. Syempre di ko naman siya pinagbintangan na magnanakaw kasi mahal na mahal ko siya. Inisip ko na lang, na-misplace ko lang (yung ref)

Hahahahahahahahahahaha :D

Eto. Last na talaga.

Willie: Last message mo para sakanya.

Pooh: Kung nasaan ka man ---- diyan ka na lang. Bahala ka.


Hahahahahaha. He's so cool. Love iiit :D

Band aid nga o!

This is sup-per ouch.

JAKE Sinubukan kitang mahalin.

SARAH Di mo naman ako kailangan mahalin. Madaming nagmamahal sakin. Pero ikaw lang yung nag iisa kong minamahal.

JAKE Sorry. Masakit din sakin. Napalapit ka na sakin, kaya mahirap.

SARAH Alam mo, gustong gusto kitang mahalin --- habang buhay. Kahit gaano kahirap. Kahit gaano kasakit. Pero di pala kaya. Nag-iisang pinagdarasal ko na nga, sana mahalin mo ako.

JAKE Sarah, honestly, minahal kita.

SARAH Well, honestly, di ko naramdaman yun. Jake, tama na. Tama na yung mga sinabi mo. Tama na yung mga narinig ko. Naintindihan ko na. Isa na lang ipagdarasal ko --- sana paggising ko bukas, di na ikaw yung mahal ko.


* I really love you but you treat me like sh*t.


---bitterness. Haha :D
Okay, this is NOT my story. It's someone else's.
I'm just so bored with my lovelife. I'm happy to be single, though.

Haha.

F!

Today, I wore our Artists' Circle shirt.

..and guess what?! It was like a jinx. Haha. Wala na ako maisip...

Okay. So here's my story.

I was eating Carabao Chicharon (well, actually I just wanted to taste it.) with my friends in the Probe Room then nature called me --- I went to pee.

Psssssh.

...eto na.

Girl: Uy, shasta. Nakita mo na 'to? (handing me her phone with J*sh and her "girlfriend"s image) May girlfriend na si J*sh.

Shasta: Ah. (teary eyes. WEH?!)

Girl: Di pa alam sa church kahit sila tita, just don't tell them muna.

Shasta: (sa utak, so bakit kailangang mag konyo ka? Haha) *ouch*

Then I went back to the room with my heart pounding. As in HEAVY!!! It's as if dogs chased me and I needed to ran sooooo fast. Ang sakit.

*ouch*

Tagalog survey - LOVE.

I use to do surveys with my multiply account before. Here I go again...

PART 1
1.Masarap ba magmahal?
- Sa totoo lang, mas mahirap mag diet kesa mag mahal. Haha.ü

2.Mahirap ba mainlove sa taong may iba na?
- No. Kaya nga nauso ang mga salitang landi, sulot at agaw. Haha :D

3.Mahirap ba pag may taong sobrang mahal ka pero ndi mo nman mahal?
- Ya. Pag nag reject ka, feeling mo ikaw na yung pinaka masamang tao sa mundo. (for me,ha?)

4. Mahirap ba pag mahal mo, mahal ka, pero ndi kau?
- Hindi naman.

5.Mahirap ba pag pinagpanggap kang gf/bf ng mahal mo para pagselosin mahal nya?
- Bastusan yun. Unless,gusto mo mag mukhang g*go.

PART 2
1. Can lovers be friends after they break up?
- Naman! Ang oa ng pride ha?

2.Ano sasabihin mo sa isang tao kung ayaw niyang maniwalang mahal mo siya?
- Edi wag.

3 .Ano mas masakit? iniwan ka, o niloko ka?
- Niloko ka. Explain ko pa? Naaaa.

4. Was there a time na talagang pinag-aralan mong mahalin ang isang tao?
- Hahaha. No.

PART 3
1.Ano masasabi mo sa taong sobrang seloso/selosa?
- Can't blame you.

2 . Ano masasabi mo sa taong nagpipigil sa love?
- Matatae ka!!!

3 .Ano masasabi mo sa mga playboy/playgirl?
- Alam mo sana na may impyerno, friend :D

4.Ano masasabi mo sa mga salawahan?
- Parang sa 3! :D

5. Ano msasabi mo sa mga mangaagaw?
- Tapunan.

6 . Ano masasabi mo sa mga nanloko sayo?
- Loko ka a. Haha

PART 4
1. 2 TIMER ka ba ?
- No. Supppper loyal ako.

2. Ano ang karamihang FIRST IMPRESSION sayo?
- Mataray.

3. Mabilis ka ba magka-CRUSH sa isang tao?
- Mabilis ako magka CRUSH sa madaming tao. Haha.

4. SELOSO/SELOSA KA BA?
- Nope.

5. Madali ka bang MAKALIMOT ?
- Ya.

6 . anu mas Importante. FRIENDS OR FAMILY?
- Family.

7. Naniniwala ka ba SA LOVE?
- Naman.

8. Ma-PRIDE ka ba?
- Yan, ang di uso sakin.

9. Are you a TXT-ADDICT?!
- Every minute nagsesend ako ng group message...

10. Sinong mahal mo besides ur family?
- Si God.

12. Choose:
a) Steady bf/gf
b) M.u.
c) Fling
- Duh?! A.

13. What do you do when you're sad?
- I cry. Sa banyo. With all the shower para effect!!!

14. What do you do when you're mad?
- Suntukin yung pader. Anger buster!! Boom.

:D

Hell week.

It's our midterms and I'm grounded. F!!!

THE MIDTERMS. O well, nothing new. I'll start reviewing 2hours before the exam. Makakalimutan ko lang din kasi. HENYO! Haha :D

GROUNDED. I really don't want to talk about it but I will. Ok. I asked 1k from my uncle to buy Philo book, but I just splurged it for food. food. food.ü O, fooood. Ayun. And now, I should be home at 5pm for a week. Grr :[ earlier, I just wanted to buy food, but they just won't let me out of the house. TAE!

...and I really don't plan to study. ECON pa. E ano naman,ha?

LOL

FUNNY. FUNNY. FUNNY. (from Mr. Allen Marquez)

At the beach in Dagupan...
Part1

Sir Allen: Hala! Ang taas ng wave. Nakakatakot.
Manong Bangkero: Hindi yan wave, alon lang yan.

At the beach in Dagupan...
Part2

Sir Allen: Akala ko ba parang boracay dito? Nasa'n yung white sand?
Manong Bangkero: Hindi dahil sa white sand...madami kasi shells.


Hahahaha:D


Another.

Sa Mcdo.

Sir Allen: Ano yan, tagyawat?
Kuya Samuel: Hindi, pimlpes lang yan.


Woo :D I soooo love this day! AMEN.

:(

I almost burned down our house.

THE TRUE STORY. I lighted up a candle because there was a blackout. I STUPIDLY placed it on a monobloc chair (it's plastic. How stupid of me.) Then I went to take a shower. When I got out from the bathroom, I was surprised when I saw a bright light inside the room where I placed my stupidity, I mean the candle on the PLASTIC chair. Sabi ko pa, "Yes! May ilaw na." (Hahaha.) but then I smelled something burning. That's when I realized that it was the chair that was bruning. O sh*t. I ran in the room and I tried to put down the fire with my PE shirt and my FAVORITE shorts. WTF?! Then I got my cousin's towel to attempt a second try of totally killing down the fire. There were even small debris coming from the burning chair and it hit my right arm and so... I was injured. Grr.

Ew. But thank God we're safe and the house is as good new...or else I'll be grounded forever. Woo :D

MODERN GENIUS.

I have a friend who teases me because of my Coke-in-can body figure. Haha! Anyway, I've never imagined saying this, but HE'S EINSTEIN! Woo. Get photo tips here from this genius.

He can even tutor you online. E-mail him at andresbydesign@gmail.com :) he really knows a lot.

MISS. MISS. MISS.

Graaabe! I've not posted blog entries for several months. I have so many things to share. But I'm too lazy to do some OVER-SHARING stuffs.

Ok. So, here are some DIDs that I've been doing the past DAYS.

MINI y OPERA. I charge my phone twice a day ever since some of my friends had installed this so called OPERA MINI. OM is the most popular browser. It's really cool. I get to surf the net with my mp for FREE! Love iit. We don't need to pay high electric bills for the PC...I have to charge my phone every now and then, though.

ALMOST PARADISE. I've been searching for the best beaches of the world. I search as if I'm booking for a hotel room. Haha. Well, I just want to see how much I MUST earn for me to visit the most relaxing heavenly beaches of our lonely planet. LOL.

DORA. You should see Dora the Explorer. I had my hair cut earlier and I got Dora's hair...for the second time WHICH WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE. Grr.

PROBONO. I have this close friend who was given an organ. She needs a heart transplant due to her breaking-of-the-heart. Ok, I was just terribly kidding. Haha. It's for her 18th year on the surface of the Earth. She asked me to give her some piano lessons,ok..since I don't want my "knowledge" in playing the piano go to waste. Haha. I thought her the basics and after that, we did some party-planning for her not-that-usual debut party. Well, I really pray that her debut party will be a success...since I'll be one of the hosts. Haha.

NO-RICE-DIET. It's killing me. Haha. I really want to lose weight and slim down. I started to do this silliness (haha) last Thursday. But I ate 1cup of rice yesterday..and that! That is now a mortal sin for me to do. Haha! But I'm starting to love the feeling that I'm not bloated after eating :D

Well. I think I've shared more than what I really planned to share today. Haha. God bless y'all.

Random

Whew. I have many things to share. It's been a while. Hehe.


SPIRITUAL GROWTH. Next next week, I'll join Jesus' Flock's Youth Camp and I really pray that I meet new friends *ehem*, FRIENDS. I expect it to be really fun and life-changing. I hope I can share my inspiring stories to young people like me and they too can inspire me.


BLESSING IN DISGUISE. We're having a little bit of a family problem and it's my first time to be in a situation like this. I never expected things would happen this way. Ugh. I hate it. But I need to accept it 'cause no family is perfect. Hehe :D

WISDOM. I'm wiser now...I think. A wisdom tooth is starting to grow and other people told me that I'll be having fever and I'm really waiting for the fever. Haha :D

3MOs. My friend and her boyfriend are now 3months-old. Wala lang. Hope they last for like FOREVEEEER :D


That's it for now. Bye.

GOD BLESS.


PS. Didn't attend my last 2 subjects today. BAD. *evil laugh*

FS Bulletin Board

Sabi sa FSBB.

-A person who loves the color green is relaxed and laid back. (Ako yun!!!)

-A person with H as their first initial has a lot of love and friendships in life. (love?!?haha)

-To those who were born March: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected. (NC :|)

-If you like black over white,your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change. (There's something wrong with the grammar...i think. Haha)

uno

We've made a 30-minute film for our Psycho21 class... LOL. Kalokohan lahat. Haha. My friend and I directed it. We really had good actors and crew. Nice. It was really fun working with them. Well, I had a hard time editing the film since it was my first time to edit a video in Movie Maker. But we were able to pass the film on time.

We really had many struggles making the film esp. the editing part. I only edited it for like 7-8 hours---STRAIGHT. Everything were rushed, even the shooting. I even got my knees wounded not once but twice. Haha. Okay, katangahan yun.

We entitled it as ONE because the film should show unity in diversity (?) . Haha. We needed to think of names that would start with an O, an N and an E...Para bonggang bonggang ONE! Nyaha. We came up with Olive, Nicole and Ella. I provided the story and my friend wrote the script. We also had good suggestions from our group mates that made the film more COOL. Haha.

Meeen, ang tagal mag upload ng video. Haha. So, I'll tell more about the film.

The film is very shallow but you see, cool talaga ito. Hehe. It tells of three friends with different family backgrounds but still managed to be one as a friends. They treated one another as one of their own siblings.


Maybe I can upload our film next time...if I have more time-and PATIENCE. ü

I'm loving...

SEE.Shoot! Finally I got to watch Titanic the other night (Thanks to Star Movies. Wee!). Meeeen. I cried really hard. As in HAGULGOL. Wahuhuhuhu. Haha.



Leonardo de Caprio is really good. And Kate Winslet, I was surprised. I've seen her "Holiday" and I really didn't know that she's Rose. Hehe. It's my first time to watch the film. And I was really overwhelmed when I finished it. Though I was not able to watch the very beginning of it.

I really enjoyed it. Woo. Galing galing.


HEAR. Hail thee mimi. Ang cool ng song niya na I stay in love. i just love her songs. Woo!♥

We said let go

But I kept on hanging on

TODAY

I REPRESIIINT.
Comm. Arts 2- We had our block elimination for something in Comm Arts... and I will represent our class for reading comprehesion because I got the highest score- 11/16. Duh? I didn't even understand the article I read. Haha. Anyway, God will help me. Haha. This Friday, we'll have another elimination and I wish-wala ng CHAMBA. Nyaha.

LAUGH times 3
Pol. Sci.- In our module, a statement was read "A ritual called bultong among the Ifugaos *blah blah blah*" Our classmate read it as one- bultong among. Haha. Nakatutuwa. Hanep. Bultong actually is a ritual (i think. hehe) to settle conflicts through warfare of combat. Hirit na naman- combats like, wrestling, arm wrestling and what else?--- TUMBANG PRESO. Haha.

Ma'am(my)-in-law

Man, another crush. Haha. Kawawa naman yun. I met him when our class had an impromptu speech with another class and it was his class. Nyaha. Ayun. He had his speech on what movie (genre) he would watch. He answered a movie like Chainsaw Massacre in Texas then we were like "ok". Because he likes it when people kill with no reason at all and there's blood then we were like "Eew." Haha. I was sort of turned off then he said something intellectual naman that movies like that would show the psychological effects of blah blah blah.

Last Friday, after we had our lunch at Chao Chao I saw him! Hoo!!! My heart was like dugdugdugdugdugdugdugdugdugdugdugdug. Haha. Totoo. He's so cute. At eto yun eh- He was looking at me as if he was waiting for me to say "hi" to him. Haha. I wanted to but I was shy and I was thinking he would ignore me. And my friend asked me, "Bakit ka niya tinitignan?" Hahaha. Ayun. Mega Super Best in Kilig ako.

PLUS. He's the son of our Earth Sci. teacher. Oo, Science-the subject I hate the MOST. Goodluck to me. Haha.


♥ Miguel Nick Joaquin Z. Jubay ♥AB- History

payong

Süp? Kamusta naman ang mga pinoy ngayon? Walang magawa... Going global na o. Haha.

Lagi na lang tayong nag reremake... lagi tayong may sariling version. Di ba pwede orig? Hehe.

Una... dinub ang Marimar at Rosalinda ng mga Espanol. Tapos Meteor Garden ng Taiwanese. Biglang Full House ng mga Korean at Gokusen ng Japan.

Di nakuntento, nagka Pinoy Big Brother sa dos. Nagka Deal or No deal rin na tinapatan ng Family Feud ng kapuso station. Eto pa!!! Nagka-Marimar ala pinoy at kinasikatan ni Marian Rivera. Nagka-My Girl ni Kim Chiu at Betty La Fea, ala Bea Alonzo. My gulay.

Napahanga talaga ako lalo pa nung narinig ko sa radyo ang kantang "Payong" (tagalog version ng Umbrella ni Rihanna) tapos sinundan pa ng Clumsy ni Fergie. Siyempre tagalog din. "...ako'y nadapa, nadulas. nadapa, nadulas *blah blah blah*" Juskolord. Hanep ng mga Pinoy. Haha :))

Kahit J na J, pinoy pa rin ako...TAAS NOO.

KAHAPON.

YESTERDAY. I washed all my clothes and cleaned the room. Haha. Wala akong sakit. I was just annoyed with the litters on the floor especially with the cut-out pieces for my cousin's project. So kalat niya yun. Haha. My cousin went to Bagabag for, ewan basta, she went there and I was bored because I didn't have anyone to talk to. But I was lazy to go out, kaya ayun. I stayed at home for the whole day.

I just slept and when I woke up, I decided to eat dinner at 4.30pm. Hehe. Then I went back to the room. BORED talaga. Hay. I tried scanning my notes and modules, but it didn't help. I was even disgusted. Hahahahaha!!! JOKE lang.

I remembered a binded devotional given to mama by tita mayet last Dec. 31, 2007 but mama was not able to read it anymore. Anyway, I decided to read it...baka amagin. Hehe. DAILY READINGS FROM YOUR BEST LIFE NOW. 90 Devotions for Living at Your Full Potential by Joel Osteen. Ang haba, infairness.

I started reading it and *ayun* finally, nawala ung boredom. Nag-fade kumbaga. Woo!!! It's really nice and similar to PDL by Rick Warren. You will really feel enlightened even after you have just read the title of each devotion. OA, pero totoo. Haha.

I have read 2 Devotions already and I will share some of my favorite lines...

1st Dev. LET'S START BELIEVING FOR MORE.

Don't be satisfied with a little improvement. Begin believing for better progress, and press on God's best.

2nd Dev. HAVING A POSITIVE VISION.

Take out the paintbrush of faith, hope, expectancy and begin painting a bright future on the canvas of your heart.

Get yourself a copy of this book. Angas talaga. After I read 2 Devotions, I realized that it was not really for mama to read. But for me. Everything has a purpose 0=]

AC ID

Woo. So proud. The official ID's of each Artists' Circle members were already distributed last wednesday. But I got mine only yesterday. Woo. Ang saya!!! I bought its own ID jacket, syempre SPECIAL eh. Woo ulit :) This is the pic in my ID. Nyaha.